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{April 24, 2008}   Hello!

Well I had to start a new page too many noisey people. At the urging of my s-i-l I decided on wordpress, so we will see how this goes 🙂

I am going through a transition in my life and learning some hard lessons, you find out who your real friends are when your down and unfortunatly the friends I thought would be there are the ones kicking me down further but some of them have some shinning through and really suprised me. It makes it hard to know who to trust when people you thought you could trust turn out to be those you can not.

I have been with my husband and my kids father for 12 years, and have let him control me to a point that I am no longer in love with him. I love him and I don’t want to hurt him but I am not in love with him. I don’t want my kids to grow up in a home where they think marriage should be 2 roomates. I love my kids more than life itself and wouldn’t think twice about giving my life for any of theirs but I am so unhappy I don’t think it is healthy for them.

Of course the first assumption of all of our “friends” is there must be another man, but of course not to my face… There is the hope loving again of course who wants to think of a loveless future but that is not what this is about it’s about doing what is right and I think this is what it is. I may be wrong but I pray for the wisdom to make the right choice.

 

 

 

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